Recently I had made some plans and decisions that I was ridiculously excited about. Plans to meet someone I'd never met before, but their existance still mattered to me. My family were all supporting me and excited for me to meet this person for the first time.
Well, let's just say that these plans "fell through" (which is an understatement, but I won't go into detail).
My heart was broken. When I first contacted this person I prepared myself for the worst. But when things started looking up, that's when we made plans to meet and I began to let my guard down and get my hopes up. This person failed me. And I have no intentions of meeting them (ever) now.
My family's hearts broke right along with mine. They were just as angry as I am. They were just as hurt as I am.
I say "am" in the previous sentences because I'm still hurt and still angry. But I'm slowly healing.
Through all this I realized how thankful I am for this wonderful family I have. They're so wonderful and supportive. I wouldn't trade any of them for this one person. All of them are so dear to me. From the youngest to the oldest. They're so important to me. And I'm so blessed.
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